Tuesday, June 15, 2010
3:36 AM
you know..over the years, i have made lots and lots of mistakes..and it is those really small decisions which have made me who i am todae..over the years, i have hurt people, and even made several people hate me..of course, all these aren't intentional,and trust me, if i could take back all i did, i would..over the years, i have made a fool of myself,and humiliated my own self..some of the stuff i have done may not even be sensible and are down-right STUPID..and well, as much as i would like havin a reset button in my life, there just isnt one,and i have no choice but to bear with whatever comes to me, and just try making the best of it..i admit that i had totally screwed up my sec 3 year last year..somehow, every single decision i made was wrong, and every single turn got me lost..screwing up last year is the main reason why i am facing all this crap now..so, since there is so reset button, i have to make do with all this,and bear with all this bull-shit..arghhh!!you know.. i had always thought of you as a fwend?and instead, you back stabbed me and humiliated me..i trusted you! and you did this?darn you! damn you!ROARR!!i am damn fed up by you..and you even put on ur blog that you hate "backstabbers", when you are one..AUGHH!!your attitude disgust me..and you know what? i sincerely regret all i have done for you..every single thing..maybe you are right huh?sayin that i shouldnt waste my time on you,and that you are not worth my time?i am starting to think so too you know..and you know..i never thought i would sae this..but i hate you..i really really HATE you..=.=arghhh..i needa calm down..thats all for now . . .
