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Name: Munshi Toh(Jo)
Age: 16 years old
Date of Birth: 31May 1994
Horoscope Sign: Gemini

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Monday, November 30, 2009
8:36 AM


hey people..
26th of November was Darwiis birthday..
went out to have lunch wif some friends..
namely, reezal, haris, budi myself, and of course..
darwiis..

anyways, have nothing much to update about..
my comp speakers are still wif peter, like wth..
anyways, still chiong-ing my perth trip work..
deadline was ytd!

anyways, met up wif cass just now,
to throw abit of fish-bi :)
anyways, really nothin much to update about :X
btw, gonna change my blog music soon

so, yill next time :X

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Wednesday, November 25, 2009
5:31 AM

hey..
ytd, me and my family watched 2012..
man, it was nice..
for some reason, the scary part,
is that it is totally plausible O.O

haha, really good movie,
especially for those who likes such shows..
hehh..
tomoro will be a busy day..
have 5 straight hours of ss T.T
can die sia T.T
but..
after that, going to meet friends at cwp :)
its darwiis b'dae tomoro..
will post more about it tomoro..
one more tagg people, then i will reply..

anyways, thats all for now..
till next time..


Monday, November 23, 2009
REMEMBER..
5:58 AM




Do You Remember - Jay Sean ft. Sean Paul

I've been, thinkin, about you
And how we used to be it,
Back when, it didn't have to mend,
We can start again

[Bridge:]
There's nothin left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight, everything will be okay

If it's alright with you,
Then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time,
Let's make you memories

[Chorus:]
Do you remember (3x)
All of the times we had
Do you remember (3x)
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back, ohhhh (5x)

So long, since you've been, missin
It's good to see you again
How you, how ya doin'
And how about me, don't't let this happen again


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hey people..
OMG..
its a miracle!
the storm finally clears..
hehh, have been feeling much much better today for some reason..

anyways..
someone kind of made me promise not to emo O.O
hmm..
can guess who uh..
so, i shall try my best to keep the promise..
hehe..
'try my best', cant guarantee anythin :P

anyways, changed my blog song..
like duhh..
kinda got tired of down :X
anyways, this song,
i sort of..
dedicate it for someone..
hehh..
obvious..

do you remember all the times we spent together?
i am missing all the times we had..
can we ever re-live all those special moments again?

man, i really miss you..
havent really seen you for such a long time now,
tha i just miss you soo much..
T.T

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anyway..
enough of that..
i didnt really do much today..
had chem remedial early in the morning..
SIANZ!!!

after that, played fish-bee wif haris for a while..
yayyyzzz
havent played in such a long time,
that i kind of suck at it now :(

then, went home,
and went out again,,
squeezed into the car, to send my sis to sku >.<>.<
so, till next time then..

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Sunday, November 22, 2009
7:45 AM

hey..
still in a foul mood, like yesterday..
but at least the sky seems to have cleared up..
A BIT..
It would probably take quite a while for it to clear up totally..

had tuition as usual today..
just could not think of what to write for my english essay just not..
ended up not handing it up..
just could not write anything..
did not have any inspiration to write..
probably cos of my mood -_-

after tuition, my dad picked me up,
and we went to the gym for a while..
now my whole body aches like hell..
hmm..
going to the gym to carry weight,
abrupts the growth..
i dont really go regularly..
i only started going, end of last year..
and i have only been to A gym about 5 times this whole year..

sorry, but i tend to talk crap after i just wake up from sleep..
its now 11 50pm, and i just woke up..
yea..
retarded, i know..
just had about 5 hours of sleep..
gonna sleep somemore after updating this dumb blog..

anyways, have remedial tomoro..
needa put on a smile,
so that no one would ask me..

people: hey, are you okay?
munshi: yea..
people: sure?
munshi: yup..

it gets annoying sometimes..
anyway, i dont realy have much to post..
so, till next time..
not that anyine comes here anyway..


Saturday, November 21, 2009
really really really bad bad bad mood
6:59 AM

hey people..
really really really not in the mood..

anyways, just uploadin SOME photos, as i promised..
for that person reading this post, who wants some scenery,
it is still in my computer desktop..
hehe..
psps, try checking again soon..


having chinese lesson in one of the australian school


posing with some statues


doing some colouring at the changi airport

okay..
so, those are some of the pictures..
anyways, just came home..
just now went for an event at suntec city, for yog..
had to put up a smile despite having such a foul mood..
not gonna go into detail, why am i in such a bad mood..
sorry, but i had forgotten to take some photos when i was there..

besides the yog booths,
there was the anime comvention upstairs..
so, i saw lavi, allen walker, that guy from final fantasy(dunno his name),
as in the one with the really big sword..
also saw many many different characters..
also saw a big, fat chun-li from street fighters at, at the mrt..
anyways, really really really in a damn freaking mood..
so, i am just gonna keep this short..
till next time..


Thursday, November 19, 2009
back from perth, wanna go back there :(
4:00 AM

hey people..
back from perth..
didnt want to come back..
hope to go back there again T.T

the past few days were wonderful..
though still nothin comes close to the TN experiences..
it was still a wonderful trip..
acquaintances became friends, friends became closer friends..
and sadly, hated people bacame even more hated..

anyways, this will be a really short update.
psps!
having problems uploadin photos..
promise to upload the photos asap kkays?
anyways, there are not really many photos of me
cos i am sort of the group's photographer..

anyways..
writing related to my last posts..
i said that i wanted to go to think through stuff..
idk..
but i probably think of her less now..
which is probably a good thing..
yep..
some people go there, and start likin someone..
but i went there, tryong to forget someone..
BUT..
my trip to forgettin her,
would have been more successful..
if SOMEONE didnt go for the trip..
man..
i HATE him so so so much..
>.<

Haris: [scroll]welcome back[scroll]/
lolll, thanks for the welcome home :)

Haris: tag
thx

Haris: tag
thx for the tagg

stacy: helloooooo
hiiiiiiiiii :)

Haris: tag n have a safe trip
thx^^, already back home safely

reezal: happy flying XD
lolz, thanks^^ 6 hours, of butt cramp >.<

Haris: tag
thanks for the tagg^^

Haris: tag
hi, thanks forthe tag

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
flying off..
11:32 PM

heyy..
so, i will be flyin today...
will be leavin the house soon..

right..
so, i just finished packing my bag..
lol, took me half an hour :X
and for some reason, it feels heavier then my mount K bag..
>.<



rite..
so, i still needa go meet qing xiang later,
to borrow from him his tie pin >.<
lol..

promise to upload photos when i come back kkay?
hehhh...
brought 2gb memory card in my phone, plus a 1 gb and 258 mb spare..
confirm will have enough space for photos ^^
anyways, i will be in perth for the next..
7 days..

so, dun call or messsage me kkay??
cos if you do..
it will probably me my mum who reads the messages, and answer ur calls >.<
cos my phone will be wif her =.=
lolll..
as in my phone SIM card..
i am usin hers, cos mine doesn't have auto roamin >.<

right..
so, thats all for now..
hope all is well..
and nothin(except me) changes when i come back..

no need to send/fetch me..
if fact, DON'T send/fetch me..
cos my parents will be pickin me up =.=
even as much as i dun wann them to =.=

right..
so, till next time..


another post, with nothing much to post about >.<
6:35 AM

so...
i will be flying off tomoro..
but this won't be my last post, before flying off..
it is the night flight tomorro, so,
i probably still can post tomorrow..

anways, my blog music is really really loud..
in fact, too loud, that its getting on my nerves :X
will fix it asap..
nothin much to blog about..

will upload some really overdue photos..
right.. so, we were supposed to heat up some zinc and hydrochloric acid solution, in a crucible...
OMG... i chao da the crucible >.<
OMG.. I broke the crucible lid... >.<
OMG.. i melted the plastic that we were supposed to put the crucible on... >.<
hmm... at least the result wasnt all that bad >.<
Aughhh... it was part of the science practical,
which would be counted in 'O' Levels!!!
really screwed up this one...
>.<
first time i damaged so many things in just one experiment >.<
and the plastic!
it smelled sooo bad...
that i had to stick my head out the window...
i later on placed the plastic thingy at the window,
so that the others would not have to suffer =.=
anyways..
it really was a fun experiment :]
can't exactly remember what was it for by the way..
i think it was a test, regarding the reactivity series..
hmm...
come to think of it..
maybe it wasnt for 'O' Levels after all...
not sure bahh...
anyways..
till next time :X

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
nothin much >.<
4:57 AM

hmmm...
nothin much to blog about :X

Down- Jay Sean ft. Lil Wayne
So baby don’t worry,
you are my only,
you won’t be lonely,
even if the sky is falling down



Wait For You-Eliot Yamin
So baby I will wait for youC
ause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint trueI really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby

okay...
so, i managed to put in the music...
FINALLY!!!
but, somehow, i dun know where i put it >.<>.<*

anyways...
really really really nothin much...
so, till next time...

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Monday, November 9, 2009
baby pics^^
2:59 AM

hey people!
so, been in a better mood recently...
okay...
guess what?
i got a new phone!
yahooo!
lol

anyways,
its a Sony Ericsson W595...
yea...
really happy wif it^^
just got it 2 days ago...

rite...
countdown: another 4 more days^^
goin to perth!
yayz...

still needa get my stuff ready :X

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didnt do much yesterday...
went for tuition like usual...

then,
met up wif aaron...
went to safra arcade...
and it sucked >.<

seriously!
one of the games even 'stole' my token :X
even the variety of games there sucked >.<
so, we went to np timezone to have some real fun ^^

BUT...

aaron is a really boring fellow >.<
keeps on dun wann this, dun wann that...

munshi: wanna do this?
aaron: nope

munshi: you hungry?
aaron: nope

munshi: i am hungry... wanna go mac eat?
aaron: nope

munshi: c'mon... how bout if i treat you?
aaron: nope

lol...
its kinda funny actually^^
too bad, we arent exactly the 'take picture of everything' kind of people...
if i have some pics,
then i cound have uploaded some...

today was also boring... :X
had to go to sku just now >.<
went to submit payment for the perth trip...
didnt meet any of my fwends >.<

anyways...
i promised to upload some of my 'baby' photos...
in some really really really old post :X
i am gonna keep my promise...
so, i am gonna upload SOME of the cuter ones :3




playin wif snow :3


still crawling :)


after a bath^^



me, and my sis :X
this are only some of the photos which i scanned from my album...
for more pics, i have uploaded them to facebook...
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rite...
i also promised to start replying tags :X


stacy: hey munshi:D
HI! hahas, thanks for the taggy^^
hey^^ will link you u soon, hehe

coraaa: you also link me eh?
right, linked.. hahas :)

coraaa: er hello. will link you up soon. thxn for the tag.
hie, thnx for the tagg :)

nadiah: relink pleaseeeeeeee
hey, already relinked :)
hey, thanks for all the taggs people!
but do keep them coming^^

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Friday, November 6, 2009
you are the only one for me
12:21 AM

hi people...
not exactly in the mood today...

okae...
uhm, met up with narash yesterday,
together with aaron, casey, kheng hwee and brandon.
actually, i met up with aaron,
and we went to meet up with the rest.
they were havin dinner at hei sushi in ssc.

we went to sit with them until they finished their dinner.
after that, we took some group photos


narash took the photo, and said that we look like a BB(boy band)

after that, narash had to go home, cos he was havin jet lag.
so, the rest of us went to time zone at ssc to plae for a while.
shoot! i spent $10 from my forbidden money >.<
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Anyway, i have done some thinking,
and i realised that there is only one person,
whom i have feelings for.

yes!
there is only one person whom i have feelings for.
i know that i have been confused, between two people,
but i now know,
that i do not have much special feelings for the other person.
i only think of her as a fwend.
someone who i can talk to,
someone to share my problems with.
but, not really someone i have feelings for.

i know that i shouldnt be thinking about all this now,
and that is should be concentrating on my studies,
and looking forward to my 'O's...

but i just cant forget about you!
i try and i try,
but i just can't do it...
i know that i mentioned time and time again,
that i have forgotten, and gotten over you...
but it just isn't that easy.
even if you break my heart,
it somehow manages to get back together,
as time goes by.

by the way, i just met her just now.
by accident, in fact.
i met her on the way to sku this morning.
whenever i meet her, i feel security, and happiness overcomes me.
for most people who see the person they have feelings for,
they would be the happiest person the whole day.
but for me, just talking to you makes me all happy for the whole week.
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Anyways,
this is just one of my really really old poems.
in fact, it is my really really first one.



Happy Valentine's Day.

Whenever I needed you,
You were there by my side to catch me when i fall.

When I was sad, you were there to comfort me
and make me smile...

You may not know this but I care more than you know.
Its not exactly because of your looks, but what I like about you is your smile.
Thats why I crack jokes all the time,
not because I have a sense of humour,
but because i like to see you smile.

I apologise if I ever made you angry or sad,
or maybe because i am not perfect

For this Valentine's Day,
I think about how different my life would be if you weren't there.
It did not matter to me if you gave a gift to me or not
because you are a gift to me, being who you are

So here i am writing this to you,
to let you know that while you are looking out for me,
i am also there on your shoulder,
your little guardian angel

By Munshi

If you are wondering why the 'you' s are highlighted,
thats because to me, you are someone special.
and only sent this out to special people.
Haha, and you are one of them...


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so, thats all for today. so, till next time...

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Wednesday, November 4, 2009
3:03 PM

hey people!
finally changed my blogskin!!!
yayz...
not it looks much better :)
was kinda lazy to make my own,
so i just got one from blogskins.com...

anywayz...
nothing much to blog about...
updated my blog info, and stuff...
ohhhhh...
and i FINALLY linked all the people who told me to :D
hehehe

yesterdae was kinda boring...
was home alona again...
cos my mum had to go for some moe course thingy...
sis at sku, and dad was overseas.
woke up at about 10, had breakfast, slacked abit...
then, met haris and cass at sp to plae fish-bee...
plaed until 3 30, then i had to go home...
needed to change up and get ready,
to fetch my dad from airport...

so, i slacked somemore, and left the house much later...
when i was about to leave the house,
my officer called :X
as in my officer who is supposed to be in US,
and came back only quite recently xD
anyway, talked and talked and talked...

ended leaving the house later than expected...
so, took bus all the way to the airport :D
anyways...

will be going to sku soon...
have drills clinic with richard:X
will be meeting mr aaron udomsak at sp first,
then going to sku together...

Man!
my back hurts :X
i think its cos of the gym session,
that i had with my dad the other day...
feels like an old man :O

no poem to post...
not had any good inspiration recently...
people!
pls pls pls!!!
tagg my!
T.T

my blog is dying, not bacause of not updating,
but because of no visitors >.<
even the hit counter doesnt seem to be going up >.<
hmm...
will probably visit some blogs later,
to ask them to link me :S

so, thats all for todae uh...
will probably add music soon :D

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Tuesday, November 3, 2009
5:40 AM

hey peep...
not in a very good mood todae...
uh huh...

nothin much happened todae...
was home alone almost the whole dae.
first, when i woke up,
ate breakfast at home,
and went out to plae fish-bee wif haris for a while...
after that, he treated me milo from mac >.<
i told him not to i told him not to...
nvm
i consider it as he pay for me first,
that i pay him back next time...

after that, went home and slacked for a while.
got ready and left the house again at about 2 30.
went to pass the report book to squid,
and then met qing xiang to buy some stuff,
for council camp at near nee soon camp there...

reached home at about 3 30.
slacked somemore,
and left the house again!
at about 5...

went to city hall to meet my mum and my sis,
for dinner...
was bored in the train, so,
i decided to write some poems >.<

sorry, but i am not very good at it yet...
but its still worth a try...

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I watched from afar,
as you got out of the poshed car;
walking away happily,
smiling, waving to your friends sincerely.

With your personality and looks so pure,
that it sometimes makes me feel insecure.

Every single day,
you casually walk away.

And never once, did you realise that one person,
sitting alone, constantly catching his breath.

You just do not realise that one person,
whose heart tends to beat fast, yet slow at the same time,
whenever you are close.

The one person,
who would be willing to sacrifice anything for you.

If only you realised that one person.

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I realise that I have veen thinking about you alot recently

Lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling, with you running through my mind.
Obviously i am in love with you!
Very, very much, that its even making my go mad.
Every single day, you taunt me...

You all that i think about.
Of all my friends,
U are the one who i enjoy being with, the most...
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Yup...
so, thats all for todae...
will try to upload some pics soon...
till next time...


Sunday, November 1, 2009
3:45 AM

hey peeps...
not posted for quite a while...
been really lazy :X
yea...
tired of bloggin...


I just can't get you out of my mind.
I try my best to forget you...
but it just ain't possible.
You are too deep in my head,
like an in-built memory.
This is the first time,
in such a long time...
That my phone was this silent,
when it used to be violent,
constantly receiving messages from you.
Everything seems to remind me of you.
It is the very breath i take,
and the very pain i feel,
that lets me know that i am still alive.
while i am right here suffering in the dark,
you are probably taking a walk in the park,
with that lucky guy.
you are having so much fun that you just hate saying bye.
well, thats exactly how i feel whenever i am with you.
there you are, chatty as always,
and there i am, lots to say,
but tongue-tied as always,
not knowing how to express in words, all i have to say.
that guy, whoever he is...
just don't know how lucky he is...
to have you thinking about him.
And, never will 'he' be me...
Anyways, lots of thing to update about...
when i woke up in the morning yesterdae,
there was somethin jabbing me in the back...
and guess what was it?
it was half of my specs!
hahas...
it aint a typo...
yes!
i broke my specs...
and i had bb that dae!
ended up reporting late cos i kinda missed the bus...
it just wasnt my dae...
did a total of 73 push-ups that dae!
>.<
anyways, got new frames for my specs...
same lens, but different frame.
i only had one to choose from...
and it sux...
>.<
at night...
i was outside watchin simpsons marathon...
and my mum was like usin my comp...
then she started shouting at me...
cos she found a bag of rotten sandwhich in my bag
*puke puke puke*
(censored, highlight to see)
the sandwhich was all blsck!
there was worms crawling around in it,
and it smelled damn horrible, like dead corpse...
plus...
the other stuff in the bag also had the same smell >.<
luckily there were no worms crawling around in the bag itself...
and that the stupid sandwhich did not empty from the plastic bag, into my bag :X
Anyways, had tuition just now...
and went to the gym after that...
Also went to np after gym, for dinner...
and met 'her' there :X
i kinda ran and hid :X
dunno if she saw me >.<
damn tired...
so...
till next time!

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