Hey people...
Not blog-ged in a long time, as usual. Well, today, i am going to blog about how much my life sux... So, yea, my life sux. Iwould be changing my song again, to welcome to my life by Simple Plan. Have been kinda depressed recently... But heys! Those close friends should know that i dont really show my emotions openly... So, yeah... i have been depressed recently and have been rating how badly my life suck... Well, i suck...
-_-
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
All the time
Do you ever feel out of place?
Yep, most of the time...
Like somehow you just don't belong
I DO NOT... Not here, not anywhere
And no one understands you
YES! Not even 'YOU'...
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Yep, but i don't have the guts... >.<
Do you lock yourself in your room?
Sometimes... Not supposed to have any locked doors at home
With the radio on turned up so loud
Yep, but not that loud until the neighbours would complain... >.<
That no one hears you screaming
I can't scream... cos it would be really loud and will attract attention
No you don't know what it's like
Yep... you don't
When nothing feels all right
Everything is alright for you
You don't know what it's like
...
To be like me
You will never know...
To be hurt
Both physically and mentally( mostly mentally )
To feel lost
Dunno where to go...
To be left out in the dark
I am being left behind...
To be kicked when you're down
Man... you really don't know what its like...
To feel like you've been pushed around
If been pushed around... Especially in primarty sku...>.<
To be on the edge of breaking down
I think i am gonna break down very soon...
And no one's there to save you
No one by my side
No you don't know what it's like
nope...
Welcome to my life
hahas... and it sux rite?
Do you wanna be somebody else?
All the time
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Yea... but there is nothing i can do...
Are you desperate to find something more?
but there is nothing more...
Before your life is over
No one knows when that would be...
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
this sux... >.<
There should be peace and no suffering...
Are you sick of everyone around?
Hell yea...
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
All around me are two faced friends and people
who have nothing but lies...( Well, not everyone are like that )
While deep inside you're bleeding
Its not internal bleeding... >,<
No you don't know what it's like
noooo...
When nothing feels all right
Man.. this whole part is repeated... so, i would skip...
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
Dude, you know who you are. you two-faced lying snake in the grass...
No one ever stabbed you in the back
Yea... You betrayed me with all your stupid lies
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Well, duh... at least i don't show it...
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Yea... new this new that... >.< ( Again, this does not apply to everyone... )
Never had to work it was always there
Okayzzz... this does not apply to me...
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurtTo feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
BLACK - lyrics to welcome to my life
RED - My thoughts...
Well, this is only part of how i feel...
But i don't wanna Sae Everything...
Some stuff are betta kept to myself...
hahas...
yea...
No one reads my blog anywayz...
since no one tagged recently...
so yea...
now this is like my personal yet public diary...
Well, i dunno why, but i have been feeling this way only recently( Since Friday, after sku... )...
though i have not been showing it...
So, yea... maybe i will be alright tomoro
I hope...
Thats all for now...
And dont worry...
i DUN THINK i will do anything stupid
>,<
