Monday, November 24, 2008
i hate myself
4:34 AM
Hi again...
MY LIFE IS BORING!!!
I HATE THIS LIFE!!!
i think that i have the most boring life amongst my friends. All i do is stay at home any rot. I only go out when i need to like goin to tuition, having my meals, CCA... I hate this life and i need a makeover. LOL... it sounds stupid. anyway, sometimes I feel that no one likes me. In fact, everyone hates me. I am good looking and nor am I that smart (as in I am stuck in a freakin lousy school near my home). Some of my friends seem to despise me because of my traits and personality. I seem to annoy everyone, making them hate me even more. I think that even I hate myself. I get pushed around very easily and often humiliated... I am running out of friends as more and more despises me.
note that:
this post may have been exxagerated a little
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Saturday, November 8, 2008
long post
3:49 AM
Hey...
Anyway, like always, I have not written any post for quite a while. So, I would be writting a summary of whatever I can remember...
Firstly, exams are over and holidays are here! Well, since I am in secondary 2, my streaming examinations are this year; and the results were just released officially yesterday. Yay... I managed to get my first choice in subject combination... 3PB-G, 3E1
There was also a councillor camp during the holidays. It was a 2 day, 1 night camp in school.
Recently, we had the National Young Leader's Day, and some councillors including me went for a motivational/ leadership talk...
2 days ago...
I went for a yog briefing and helped out regarding the NHLC the next day. I only reached home at 9:30 pm and slept at 1:45 pm... cos i had to finish some a sign for the yog
Yesterday, my whole day was occupied...
7:30am to 12:15 pm- BB hiking trip
12:30pm to 1:45pm- friday prayer
1:50pm to 2:20pm- lunch/rest
2:30 pm to 11:45pm- National Healthy Lifestyle Campaign(councillor and yog)